today is feb 16... just passed 12am... its time to add some issues and my own feelings to my "die" blog... ppl said that my blog is lifeless... while, its true,,, because contain i wrote, its mostly all the bad memories and feelings i have... and now, there isn't any expection... while, these period of time is our chinese new yr... i should be feeling the happiness and the joy of it... but surprising... i don... and can said, at first i have no feeling about it... but aft ytd, which i have found out that my exam result will be releasing on feb 27... this news affects my days... haiz.... when time is getting closer to the releasing of my result, i feel less confident... as i can feel that recent yr, my life is not that "shun"... so this time round, im quite worry about my result... as sometime i feel doubt on me... and suddenly there is a stress upon me... afraid alots of things... esp in my result which i will be getting on feb 27.. . because this will depends wheather i can get into my 2nd yr or not... if not, should i continue on...?? do i still have the chance??? doubt come across my mind... which sometime i dare not think about it... the onli thing i could do is to pray... and hope i can get into my 2nd yr... maybe these few yr.. i have to stride hard for alots of things... and all these i have done, have decrease my confidences and increase more doubt in me.... suddenly i feel that, all the feelings and the confidents i have... like all vanish within the air... upon the darkness.. hopefully i could see a light... which can guide my way through... and the most important thing is.... i HOPE... and really hope i could get into my yr 2... and not dissappoint my family.. esp to me... ( hope for luck).. good luck to myself...
8:53 AM
The path
I will take